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I feel like it's a mental and emotional battle right now. My mind tells me, 'You know slot machines are not worth playing.' But my heart tells me, 'Wow, I won again! It seems there's a chance this time/my good luck is here/I can play a few more rounds, it's okay.' The most common thing I hear is, 'Play a few more rounds; the jackpot is coming soon!!!'
My rational mind is completely defeated by the demons and desires within my heart. So every time I see someone saying that gambling requires rationality, I just want to ask, how do you manage to do that? For me, the words are easy to understand, but the challenge lies in putting it into practice. I've tried several times and completely failed because I can't hear the voice of my own rationality when I'm playing. It's only when I've lost everything, or it's too late to stop, that I can hear it clearly. Can anyone achieve this? Can you share with me? I can't figure it out on my own; I need the wisdom of those with experience. |
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