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How much do you understand the bitterness of adults? In childhood, I always looked forward to growing up quickly. Big brothers would tell me that I wouldn't think like this when I grew up. At that time, I didn't understand until I actually grew up.
Do you think it's the wearisome life that crushes you? In reality, a small thing is enough to make yourself collapse. When you were a child, crying was always intense because you knew that if you cried, adults would give you candy. Have you noticed that as you grow up, you cry silently, bearing it on your own, nestled in your blanket?
In the past, when you were sad, you might want to call a friend and talk about it. Now, you don't want to tell anyone because you already know the answer.
I remember a time when I was scolded by my boss, and I had to hold back tears, not letting them flow down because I knew I shouldn't show my weak side. Every time work doesn't go well, I spend a little time in the car before entering the house because I don't want to bring this negative emotion to my wife and children. I feel that in the life of an adult, the day is spent desperately surviving, and only at night can we truly live well.
The bitterness of adults is always silent like this. No matter how much grievance you endure, you can only silently tell yourself that it's okay. Then, you put on a disguised mask and continue living. |
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